i think what daddy has said is very important,at least i knew i had to make the decision myself. Nobody's going to affect whatever decision i make, at least for now :) thanks for the "talk" just now,i really have to do it.
im in a very very weird mood today/yesterday/recently. i dont know why,but the feeling is just weird. i grew to like things which i never enjoyed doing, i began to feel more for people whom i dont usually do , & i realise, i tend to do things which im not used to doing. and for most of the time, i dont have a reason behind what im doing. :( things are going wrong, not going to be what it used to be anymore. people are divided, some simply refuse to help while the others stay strong as a team. i think nothing's more important than staying together at this point of time. im sorry but you are not going to bring us down.
some lies are unintended, they exist for a reason.
i feel so ________how come so many people are leaving? no matter how far, i hope one day,you all will come back :) ohh someone made me happy today,really happy. but i know,it's only for that moment,it's not going to last.
i knew you heard her today,but why didnt you turn back?